Really…really not sure

 

I painted some of the “risky” colors onto the new worm piece, and I remember why risks are uncomfortable haha. I’m just not sure at all if this is working well. Is the “symbol” too much? Not natural enough? What about that weird, warm brown color? It’s not the same color wet as it is dry. Whatever. I’m just going to go for it. I still believe it could turn out well, but worst case scenario, I make a sculpture bad because of the color, and maybe I just gesso it again and leave it for another day. Ultimately not a big deal, but when I’m working in my studio and trying something risky, my perspective can get a little narrow and I want to panic and go back to what I’m used to. At the same time, I’m so tired of what I’m used to.